The hardest night to sleep

January 3rd is ALWAYS a hard night to go to bed. I always dread waking up January 4.. Especially tomorrow. Tomorrow is 10 years since the day my mom died. When that day comes around every year she never leaves my head, no matter how hard i try to think of someone else.. Just keep my family in your prayers. We really are gonna need it. I love you mommy. I'm happy you're not in pain anymore